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Wednesday, December 9, 1:49:00 PM`

Went over to Nie's yesterday :D to set up the xmas tree and to decorate it. It is very precise i was too lazy to set it up so i ended up just decorating it! I was watching tivo while they were busy setting up. Slap me. So cute right me, still take pictures of them!

Went out for bikes after tht. This picture has the 2012 feel right. Ask urself why. You're looking at the cracking road. Scare die me.

Taggie, first time doing it. I was indeed lazy.

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smoke? I suppose.

2. How about drinking? Absolute a no. Cos i drink too?

3. Do you like someone you can't have? Don't know. Don't care.

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? I hope.

5. What's your favourite sport? I'm not very into sports. Eye sports? Playing comp and reading.

6. Its Saturday night, and you're home alone... what do you do? Call up my friends and fetch me to the club, obviously.

7. Do you like roller coasters? No. Cos people say life's like roller coasters, there're ups and downs. I don't want it.

8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf? Don't know.

9. If you could date any celebrity//star, who would it be?
Taylor Lautner.

10. What are you doing this weekend? Out.

11. What is your favourite restaurant? I love all restaurants. I love food.

12. Have you ever hugged someone? Yes. Want one?

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to? What is this.

14. Do you like anyone right now? Don't know.

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Hair.

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains? Beach.

17. What kind of phone do you have? w910.

18. Computer or Laptop? Laptop. Both is alright. Cuz im using both.

19. Jeans or Sweats? Jeans.

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far? Every.

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday? Fifteen.

22.What should you be doing right now? Finishing this tag so i can eat.

23. What is your favourite TV show? Anything.

24. What's been your last purchase? Clothes.

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke? No.

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people? Never. Not butt.

27. What do you do when you're at home? Watch tv. Eat and play comp.

28. What is your favourite subject? Math and Science. I have two. Correction: Subject(s).

29. What's the best thing that's ever happened to you? Everything is the best till now and till i die.

30. How do you think the people around you feel around you? Lanci. LCLY la what else. Friends will say, Yixuan ah? 'Crazy.'

31. The character for you for yourself is... many. Very lazy to state.

32. On the contrary, the thing you hate about yourself is...im fat.

33. The most ideal person you want to be is...no one. I love myself.

34. The person who tagged you…Fiions, fiona.

35. What relationship of you with him/her? Friend.

36. Your 5 impressions towards him/her? Hyper, smart, pretty, cool and mad. ( No offence ok! ) <3

37. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you? She tagged me.

38. The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you? I must do the tag.

39. If he/she becomes your lover, you will....oh my god. Fiions, will you become a homo too-_-.

40. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...never :) No if.

41. If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..what the fuck.

42. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...she hates me.

43. The most desirable thing for you to do to him/her is...kiss her.

44. The overall impression of he/her is...she's bad. She made me do the first tag in my life. x3

45. Who you're gonna tag? Nie!

Saturday, December 5, 7:14:00 PM`

Say hi to my new chio modem, F2! And then the wireless router spoilt. So i spent long time setting up this connection thing lo, i damn stupid. You know 2 hours very long? Ya la laugh la, bodo. This is wad i did in the midnight when i have nothing to do la, my chinese steady anot.

And i eventually drew this, fabulous :D love it right? Save it down la, but too bad my name is there, u cant tell others u drew this unless u have same name like mine f2. Yesterday was too boring, so called up jie and we go town yamcha. Nothing else lo.

Ya la, the person looking at the cctv. I showing u this finger la. No offensive gesture, just want some improvement but i think i won't come next time when i grow up bringing my children there ok, F2.

I wanted to go Pulau Perhentian so badly but mum says no cos she thinks monsoon thinggy is around. Can anyone give out a hand and stop the monsoon ): Please! I wanna get there and swim with turtles, awww. Ok, might be going PP or Sg. Sg is to attend uncle's wedding. Don't know yet. Mum doesn't wanna give me an answer. She's mysterious as always. Getting more sleepy talking about her, tsk! I dreamt something real funny last night, tsunami came while nie,fei and jo at my place. And then i was hugging nie, fei hugging Jo. Then all of us survived. Wtf, LOL. Laugh somemore i slap ur ljface la. And dreamt something really unokay, sobs! Kept a secret at the moment, :D Still deciding whether going out tomorrow with parents and their frens. One of them staying over at my place, she's sleeping beside me tonight, hahaha. What is possible is subjective, some would say i can't let go of you, yet i think i will. It's a matter of perspective. Love is so stupid. We are all too stupid. Sluggish. Brainless. Do you still love someone who makes you wait, and made you suffer. It's just too ridiculous which it makes no sense at all.

Tuesday, December 1, 3:43:00 PM`

Monday, November 30, 8:09:00 PM`

Hihi, stealing connections again :D Stupid la! The thunder struck stroke strick my modem at home. And it's fucking spoilt now, sob! So i'm here at my dad's office to steal connections again. Feeling so bad bad bad. But also a lil angry, the connection suck lo. Keep dc and dc. Wana dota also cant. Like shyt. Damn. Actually going out yumcha today, but sigh. People ffk, sianed.

27th November.
Woke up in the morning. And then mum went to fetch Aunty Florence. And off we went to have our breakfast. (ZhongHuaLou)

Had DimSum. After breakfast, went to Solaris, MontKiara's salon to do my hair which i did mention at my previous post. Brought my book and lappie there so i wouldn't get too bored.

Okay, after 3hours of digital perm. Went Soho for a walk with mum, aunty Florence, bro and Vinc.

Shared my fav H-D, dark chocolate orange with nanny yesterday. And another of my favourite is the greentea one, teehee.

I don't know what I did, maybe some over some silly matters u got pissed, whichever. You don't treat us as friends anymore i guess. I would still text you but you just don't care to reply. What's wrong? Nevermind. Forget it. I knew, you already have your new friends, goodluck. Stil wish you a goodluck, and take care. Enjoy with you girlf.

Times prove everything fades. If people say nothing is forever. I prefer love to be nothing. I'm still waiting. Waiting for the day to come. I still keep the concern to give a call, or whatsoever. I knew wad you feel, some big times not. Still i wanted to say i cared.

Friday, November 27, 1:28:00 PM`

Wednesday, November 25, 9:14:00 PM`

Sunday, November 22, 4:11:00 PM`

Additional photos for today, am tired. Gona update about mengthow's party real soon i guess. Too lazy.

See la, my two babe keep diao me one! Tsk! But still, lovelove :D

8:09:00 AM`

It was the last day of school, i was somehow blur, and blur. Just don't know why. Maybe i was worrying about the other matters, perhaps. But we took alot of pictures. ALOT. Well, i don't know where my consciousness went throughout the day. Some stupid matters broke up my spirit, unexplainable. Things went complicated and intricate, matters went duplicated going through my mind. Im just so stupid and useless i guess.

The night before, i was sitting down staring at the pearlescent moon, thinking of hell alot of things. With cans of beer and tears along, i finally knew what i wanted. I love you. And sorry to the person who care about me most, im just so sorry. I wouldn't want to hide. I just don't want you to get worried cuz of my fucking attitude. Sorry if i attitude you, sorry. Friendship forever ? :) Well, nothing's forever. But friendship can be, er wild guess ! :D
Back to the beginning, i wasn't really in 2Charity. I was in 2Vision right? After zillions trillions gazillions complains, fortunately i entered 2Charity. And then, me and nie got very close with Sf,Jo and Sk. And here we came the gang of five. We hang out together. We share everything, even kisses. And some unrevealling secrets that should be kept unexposed to the public. U guys know wad i meant huh. Things come and go so fast, i haven't really tried to cherish the moments with you guys. I haven't really tried to take everything as an appreciation, and yet time flies. So fast, extremely fast. But still very contented, i have those sweet memories in my mind, for now and forever.

Queenie, 7 years of friendship. We'd gone thru ups and downs, finally we got together so closely, excluding intimacy i mean. Although i attitude you always, you still care for me. You're my best partner to crash down the whole 2Charity. Best partner to create laughters, stupid monkey acts and just everything, everything! ly <3

Sianfei, you're just too sohai i suppose. I don't know where you learn all those things that could make us laugh till tears burst out like end of the world coming. Seriously no fucking idea. But i still love you babe, no matter what.

Joanne, you're short but we all just wouldn't mind! Thanks for letting us -use- you as our joke, filling the moments with laughter about you. Sorry if we hurt you, but everything is just not on

purpose (: You're the cutest as ever.

Sookee, although alot of things happened between us, but i still regard you as my bestie. We too, play laugh and run around like kids, immature kids. But i just enjoy us being together, stop acting cool alright!

WinShen, i knew you since the day we went to ChenWei's house. ChineseNewYear right? I still rmb :D Alot of things happen too, we're always the two person quarreling, argueing over silly matters. And one party would just slam the door open, run to the toilet and cry. But i still love you, as a goodfriend of mine although we doesn't seem to be that close like last time. ( Tears flooding my eyes already ). Be sure you talk more to me on facebook or msn or just give a call to me anytime friend, 24/7. I'm always right there for you.

Alwin, you're just too fucking annoying. Do you know why? Whenever i'm laughing in the class. You would be the one scolding me and insulting me. But i will pull your hair, nevermind. You're still the angel, im the devil. Still a goodfriend of mine (:

CheeYen, although we don't talk really much like we do last time. I would still look at you sometimes, hoping you would talk to me. I envy your stupid english, still i don't know what you talking about always. Vocabulary too deep!

YinLing, i feel so inconfident standing right beside you. Cuz you're just too tall. Way too tall for me, but we're still good friends (: At least i feel nice to stand beside someone so tall, i feel proud! Update your blog please aunty.

KahChun, you're also the annoying one. Always asking me to behave more lady-like, and what? Laughing behind of me whenever i did something funny not on purpose. Hey, i knew it okay! I just kept quiet all the time so i would express everything out on my blog here today.

Lucas, i feel so sorry for you too. Poor victim :D You're the one i always would find if i wanna hold someone's hand! You're blur and stupid as ever, always very scared of me i know. Tsk! Caught you red-handed, teehee :d

KengSeng, you're irritating as ever. Laziest person i've ever seen. But thanks too for making me laugh always :)

Shaun, you're the best! You just kept quiet although we made you cook noodles for us. Settling matters for me at school as im always the troublemaker. And you would always make the world peace when im creating fights or starting an arguement.

Darren, i don't know why are u always so mysterious. Lying down on the floor sleeping, squatting down behind the door or behind the class. Hiding under the table. I still haven't et to sort out what's your problem. Maybe i can help you? Give me a call, LOL.

WeyYii, you're the one who always share your barley drink with me! Love you loads, and thanks for the care (:

Yun, although u left halfway. I still wanna thank you. Alotalot, for tolerating my laziness causing whole lot of mess and the very untidy table. You're always the one helping me to tidy it up, so no one would laugh at me. Although ja would always insult me );

HsinMei and CinLing, there's a very big range between us i guess. I hardly see you guys talk, or hard able to talk to you guys. But still, HsinMei, alwin's asking you out to timesquare for a movie! No offence.

PuiLam, i can barely believe that you doesn't like surians at first. But at last we talked right? We were so close last time. Still remember Jr.2? Im always there to comfort you when u get a D for Bm or English i've forgotten. Still, learn to love Suria :)

Jaga,KahKin,FookHong and Woonsoon, we talk veryvery less but thanks for tolerating my fucked up attitude scolding you guys always. And woonsoon, whenever i ask you whether i'm pretty or not, just say yes. Or else you get into trouble.

JienSiang, i still regard you as my classmate, i still give you a tad of face. To mention your name here, is really embarassing me myself, but i can just tell you. Whatever you do, you can lie to us. You cant lie to urself, if you feel nice doing those stupid and lj things then MIA and never come to school, you're just an idiot. Go ahead and i'll see what happen to you during PMR. Goodluck and god bless you. Go eat more banana i tell you.

Now, every moments we spent together is already in my heart. Whatever i did in the past, if i'd offended you and you deeply hate me, im just gona say sorry to you. If you're still not satisfied, go bang wall. If you would take old grudges with you, i can just say byebye. Im not as silly and stupid as you. To everyone in Sr.2Charity, i admit im the noisiest in class. I do crazy things and scold others before thinking twice. Ya i use my butt to think. But whatever unhappy happened just let it go.

I'd never always make dedications. But i would like to dedicate this lovely poem to the Charitians,

Class of 2009 so bold and sweet

listen to us we shall speak

be so strong, be so tough.

One thing we say - just never give up.

If we're faced with defeat,we just jump back on our feet.

We go one day to the next

not knowing what lies ahead -

To listening to what someone had once said

So we say don't give up or bend your knees

just shoot for your hopes

and your dreams.

Well, it at last came to and end. I love you guys, thanks for everything. Thanks alot.

Seeyou.

Perhaps, time really proves? Ily, .. im so confused/

Sunday, November 15, 8:14:00 PM`

Hey guys, anyone watched 2012 yet? I watched it :D Soso nice.

ShoppingSpree@ TheCurve

Woke up, really unhappy cuz quarreled with family last night. But mum asked me out for shopping. Yes i did, i said yes! So off we went to TheCurve, Ikano power centre. Bought 2 pair of shoes, and i somehow saw a 8tv host. I was staring at him and he stared back at me. Handsome! Awesome! jfnwjwfnwolefw, went to BubbaGum for lunch with mum. MARVELOUS!

Sorry guys, short post. Gotta go nao, byebye. :) Not going to sch tml. seeya.

You changed alotalotalot, not the last time you. I bet i still have feelings for you, taaaaata.

Saturday, November 14, 11:51:00 PM`